man, i've been soooooooo busy these past few days! *sigh* it's bascially b/c of my paper that's due for Writing. i don't know but why does it seem like no one's stressing over Assignment 2 except for me? i think it's probably b/c people don't mind getting a C while i'm aiming for a B. if you get a B or better in the class, then you don't have to take Writing 39C-Intensive Writing. *shudder* doesn't that sound scary? INTENSIVE writing! intimidating stuff folks. so yeah, i REALLY hate writing cause it's just a stressful class so i wanna make sure that i don't have to take 39C. i'd rather take something like Fictional or Creative Writing. so after spending a good 12 hours on my paper, i finally gave up after 4 1/2 pages. i seriously tried my best on that crap. the paper is heavy with BS, but i still couldn't manage to complete 5 full pages. there's only so much you could write on the gender role of women using a dead aunt.

man, i've really been eating improperly these days. ever since last thurs., i've only been eating one meal a day. (i know some of you bastards are applauding). i know it's really unhealthy, eating a regular meal at like 3 and nothing for the rest of the day. gosh, i sound like a freakin' girl! "i'll have celery." ahahahahhaha. freakin' chang. man, i can't believe that guy actually proposed to young! man, i wonder what exactly he did. that guy is just so unpredicable with his actions. haha. geez, that guy's gonna get married! man, he's getting old. *sigh* no more playing with chang mo. man, i wonder what kinda food is gonna be at his wedding. lol. CONGRATULATIONS CHANG MO!

tonight, i went to ccm with joe, dykas, aaron, and leonard. man, that crap was pretty boring. i mean, the sermon was alrite and everything but that fool just kept talking and talking and talking! praise wasn't bad though. however, i was actually surprised to see so little people show up. i thought it'd be a whole gang of koreans filling up rows and rows of seats. it's alrite though. i don't know if i wanna keep coming out though. i don't see how i'll be able to get any closer with the people there. i'm sure i'll get to meet people, but make friends? we'll see wassup.

so henry, jessica, and joyce are rolling in his room again. man, i really pity that whole group. drugs this and drugs that! that's ALL they talk about. it's their life, their only source of happiness. it's what unites them as friends. it's really sad. not to be mean or anything but i really do wish they'd get in trouble for it so that they can learn a lesson. whether it's getting caught buying drugs, taking drugs, or ODing on drugs, i just want them to learn a lesson. then ecstacy will no longer bring them ecstacy. (what a pun!)

so even through these hectic days, i can still say that life has been good. my walk with God is pretty smooth right now. i am currently reading Jeremiah in my devotionals. if you've read this book, you'll know that it's another book of Israel's sinfulness and God's anger and compassion towards them. even though it seems very redundant, i can actually say that i appreciate every chapter. it's a good reminder every morning and the chapter always sticks with me throughout the day. gosh, and Clusters continues to never let me down. not only do we have an awesome group, but we have an awesome group leader, old phil! man, that guy is just so knowledgeable about everything. ever since i came to college, he's been one of my role models...godly, smart, funny, very convenient job, and a very decent ride. his only flaw is that he's an Angel's fan. "hey guys, we should have a clusters outting! opening day for Angels!" omg shuttup phil!

me: hey, do you remember frank from kcpc? i think he was a first year when you were a fourth year.
phil: oh yeah! frank, that guy was a dirty christian...coming to church to meet girls.
me: ahahahhahaha.

tomorrow's the Mesa Court vs. Middle Earth Pool Tournament...freshmen only. hideo and i are kinda excited about tomorrow. man, i really wish that i played earlier today. i haven't played since....saturday?! dang. i've only played with a few new freshmen before. so far, they've all sucked. so far, hideo is the competition. we'll see wassup.

Thought of the Day: I studied from 12-7.
Song of the Day: Lee Soo Young & Hyori-The Boy Is Mine (Korean Version)