October 30, 2005

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i can be ridiculously annoying sometines...well, maybe a lil more often than sometimes. a lot of times, i catch myself being really obnoxious and/or selfish. it's usually in the form of words. i have the worst habit of complaining and speaking my mind to whomever i think deserves to hear it. even when i'm joking or trying to be funny, it's almost always something discouraging or arrogant. it's no wonder why so many people cannot tell if i'm being sarcastic or not. i am a negative ambiguity.

it's funny cause there was actually a point where i believed i was socially flawless. i wished people could be a better example of me on so many different levels. thank goodness that was a long time ago...or was it? i guess seeing many of my flaws now doesn't necessarily mean that i have stopped believing a fallacy. i still have a ridiculous standard and when you don't match up, you better watch out cause i'm judging you with a passion. i love to impose. i need things my way. that's probably why most people think i'm an only child. just give me 5 min. and i'll show you a brat who thinks he's so mature. i am so immature. i am so stupid. i am so embarrassed.

the more you get to know me, the more you'll realize how inconsistent i can be. i'm really not that nice. i am shamefully ignorant. my humor sucks. i am intimidating and give bad first impressions. i can't tolerate that much. and no matter how much i work out, i am just a flabby long guy. phil sucks!

in today's staff meeting, john ro told us the sermon he heard from the 8:00 morning service. basically, the pastor was saying how he has a friend who has two kids who do really well in school. they always bring home A's and faithfully please their father. the pastor, on the other hand, has two kids who do not do so well in school. in other words, the pastor's children are not as desirable as his friend's children. but if you were to ask the pastor if he would ever trade his kids for his friend's, he would never! the reason is because he does not love his children based on their actions or accomplishments. rather, he loves them because of their status: they are his! in a similar way, God loves us not based on what we do. rather, He loves us because He sees us as His children. He would never trade us away.

i am utterly flawed in every way, but the Lord does not look upon me with anger or disgust or regret. i am His because Christ traded his righteousness for my flaws. he took all of my stupid and ugly and evil. judge me all you want. God looks upon me with favor. that is all that matters. Hallelujah!

Thought of the Day: "Ggam-jja-gee-yah!"
Song of the Day: Bijou-Thank You

October 26, 2005

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random #1:

during my math midterm, the professor was writing how much time was left on the board. as he wrote a big "2," this really nerdy guy behind me yelled, "there's only 2 min. left?!" then the professor proceeds to write a "1" in front of the "2" to indicate that there was 12 min. left. the nerdy guy starts laughing this awfully awkward laugh that only nerds can laugh all outstandingly by himself. it really wasn't that funny, but the nerd thought it was hilarious. i felt really embarrassed for him. what a funny guy.

random #2:

it's really hard to figure out a math problem when you have System of a Down stuck in your head.

random #3:

Fundamentalist

93%

Reformed Evangelical

82%

Neo orthodox

75%

Evangelical Holiness/Wesleyan

71%

Emergent/Postmodern

43%

Roman Catholic

36%

Modern Liberal

29%

Classical Liberal

18%

Charismatic/Pentecostal

18%

What's your theological worldview?
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Thought of the Day: Paper.
Song of the Day: Weezer-Island In The Sun

October 24, 2005

there's absolutely nothing like hearing david grohl's scream in real life.

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btw, foo fighters make weezer look like crap.

Thought of the Day: "Whoo-hoo!"
Song of the Day: Foo Fighters-Everlong

October 22, 2005

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1 annotated bibliography and outline + 1 psych midterm + 1 Lovefest in 3 days = 10.5 hours of sleep.

Thought of the Day: Uncreation.
Song of the Day: DC Talk-In The Light

October 16, 2005

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i never knew this movie was so Gospel-centered. i almost cried when Miriam and Tirzah were healed of their leprosy. what a beautiful picture of forgiveness. double imputation is crazy. our Lord truly loves us.

Thought of the Day: "I felt him take the sword out of my hand."
Song of the Day: Foo Fighters-Everlong

October 6, 2005


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"Just as Jesus was not defiled by contact with lepers, so he is not corrupted by contact with "sinners."  He is the physician who heals spiritual as well as physical sickness.  But those who do not know they are sick do not go to a doctor.  Lack of awareness of serious disease is often the most insidious "symptom" of all."



Thought of the Day:  96 Degrees.



Song of the Day:  Boa-Shine We Are

October 3, 2005

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do you guys remember that old korean song, "Nul Buryussuh", by E&C (Eddie & Chris?)? well, i don't. i only heard about them from a few people back in high school and i always heard their first (and only) album was pretty good. well luckily, i randomly found that Nul Buryussuh song in a forum today. i really like it. it has that old school flavor.

there's a big part of me that wishes i could go back in time to that era-'96-'98. in fact, i was downloading Diva and SES music videos yesterday. ah, those middle school years. the happy korean music days. baggy pants. brown bangs. pager code. breakdancing. tommy hilfiger jackets. "west side." lol.

Thought of the Day: Effective is better than Efficacy.
Song of the Day: Chun Sang Ji Hee-Boomerang

October 1, 2005

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Thought of the Day: Black teeth.
Song of the Day: Diva-Why Do You Call Me?