dang, did you guys read justin's blog today? it reminded me so much of everyone in my life...how i take everyone for granted. yes, i totally agree that life is precious. guys, be careful and always be good to everyone. God can choose to take your/their life...just like *snap* that. Thank you Lord for keeping Justin alive. who knows what my life would be w/o that guy!

i can totally relate to judy's blog. i struggle with the same problem in terms of trusting others and opening up. i don' t have too many close friends in my life...and the ones that are "close," i can't say i feel completely comfortable around them. man, God is seriously my only true friend. He's the only one that understands what i'm going through. He is the only one who knows how to comfort me. He is the only one that i can really trust. He gives me the best advice and is ALWAYS there for me. man, so many times i act so messed up to my one and only "friend." everytime my life's in the pits, i always run crying to Him and asking Him to help out again. God, thank you so much for always being good to me. i can't describe in words how great you are. *sigh* folks, God is good...that's all i can say.

reader, thanks for your prayers (if any)...i'm starting to feel God's discipline (i think).

Thought of the Day: Thank you Lord for keeping Justin alive.
Song of the Day: Course of Nature-Caught In The Sun

omg, did you guys see the moon?! i have never seen it that bright in my life! it's so clear and bright that there's like this ring around it! oh my, i pity the fool who missed this sucker. pray that the moon will be gracious enough to shine just as bright on wednesday! *sigh* i love you mr. moon!

you know what i just realized? i worry too much! here i am, 17 years old, and i worry about the stupidest things! i should be out enjoying my youth! you're not in high school forever you know? i should be having fun, not worrying about all the small inconveniences in my life. dang, if only i could see how fast high school is going by. i know i'm soooo going to regret it. this goes for you too reader, whether you're in middle school, high school, college, or even grad school! enjoy the wonderful life God has given to you! He didn't give it to you to waste...have some fun dawg!

man, tonight's episode of smallville was soooooo bad! i was so tempted to just turn the tv off and not finish it. they're starting to run out of ideas again. the whole "walking through the walls" is waaaay too similar to the "invisible" guy. gosh, they should just let I-fang take over the script...i bet she'd write some pretty cool crap isn't that right i-fang? oh and with the music...are you guys deaf or just really stupid? they play all this garbage that make my ears bleed! they should stop playing all these unheard of songs, and stick with the stuff that everyone else knows...just like when they first started the show. *sigh* tonight's show was so bad, i actually considered not watching smallville ever again...i'm serious! oh yeah, and lana doesn't look as good as she used to. man, this show sucks! ARGH!

after reading grendel's blog, i find myself shaking my head with pity. the poor thing is expecting waaaaaaaay too much from our infamous mills' dances. she's going to be the only one disappointed while ratface and i will be drenched in sweat, laughing about how stupid lois looked while she was dancing. ehehehehhe, let's just have a good time alrite matt?

gary-i think this is the first time i actually laughed at your blog!
matt & lois-don't forget the forms and 8 dollars...i'll be picking those up tomorrow night.
grendel-i forgot the song that you recommended, and i couldn't get the movie b/c i didn't see him working.
jomo-wisdom teeth are gay huh?
judy-oranges are great aren't they?

Thought of the Day: *sniff* i don't wanna grow up!
Song of the Day: Blink 182-Stay Together For The Kids (it's been a while).

Which Chess Piece Are You?

chang, this is life...not a game ya hear?!

i just finished American History X. man oh man was that a powerful movie. gosh, i really like edward norton....that guy can seriously act! after i finished the movie, i felt like i was looking at the world in a completely different perspective. i really liked how danny said, "hate just isn't worth it." i thought about all the people that piss me off at school and for once, i didn't think about punching justin's face off. if you guys haven't seen it yet, i recommend that you run to blockbuster right now...just don't watch it with your parents b/c there are a few disturbing scenes. i'm still far from finishing my checklist:

Casino
Scarface
Shawshank Redemption
As Good As It Gets
Interview With A Vampire
Negotiator
Dumb and Dumber (ehehehehehehe).

grendel-that thing on your blog's pretty cool.
simon-did you even understand what the movie was talking about?
terrance-it's about time! j/k, i'll try to remember to pray for you.
young-welcome to our world!
jessica-pray pray pray! oh, did you have any prayer requests?

Thought of the Day: I just want to enjoy my youth!
Song of the Day: Survivor-Eye of the Tiger (chang, i only this b/c of you...lol)

Wow, long time no blog! Anyways, your favorite blogger is back��I KNOW you missed my updates lois so here I am! Right now, I feel like I have a lot to say. I just hope that all of it comes out and I don��t forget any of the good stuff so here it goes��

Thursday night, I got my first free videos at blockbuster from pat. He was like, ��yeah, just come in and get whatever you want. Just don��t say hi to me and say thank you when you leave.�� lol. I got American History X, The Score, Usual Suspects, and Hardball for just one dollar (you have to make it seem like you��re paying b/c of the video cameras)! Dude, I only got to watch Usual Suspects this weekend��how��m I going to finish them all?! Later that night, Chang comes over to my house and he plays a few games of chess with me and simon. Dude, chang is so good at chess it pisses me off! ��phil, you��re right. Chess is not just a game! It��s life. It��s only a game if you win��ahahahahohaoahoahoahaooh.����and then he beats me.

Friday, we go to fic and have our regular time of praise and prayer. However, this fic was different for me. Lately, I��ve been going through some personal struggles and I hadn��t made time for prayer this week. I knew that I had to turn to God so I prayed with all of my heart. I asked him to change me and to once again break me because that was the only way I was going to change. Gosh, prayer was seriously the right medicine for my soul. I was so full of peace and thankfulness afterwards-lol, I was crying like a fool but it was great! it felt just like praying at a retreat, which reminds me��guys, environment can help but it shouldn��t be the focus. God should be our only focus. *sigh* it��s so difficult sometimes is it not?

Man, Saturday went by so fast��the whole day felt like 4 hours to me. Gosh, the only things I remember were pho and noraebang. I have never eaten so much pho in my life! For the first time, I regretted eating pho b/c I ate too much. After killing my extra large bowl (yes, including the soup), my ugly pest, simon, whined about how he couldn��t finish his pho b/c he ordered extra noodles. I have one big pet peeve when it comes to food: DON��T WASTE IT DAWG! This led to my eating 1 �� bowls of pho in one meal (yes, including the soup)��guys, this is seriously suicidal. The only person I know who could do this comfortably is probably terrance, maybe chang (if he didn��t have anything for breakfast), and lois if you left her alone in a room. Well, after resting at my house, we continued our journey to NRB in Berkeley to meet my one and only girl in red! Folks, I know this sounds ridiculous but God even chooses to bless Chinese people with beautiful voices! Daaaaaaaang, could that girl sing! I-fang, I know you didn��t go all out but I am grateful for the wonderful night of entertainment. Guys, get to know I-fang! Just b/c she��s Chinese doesn��t mean she��s going to bite you if say hi to her. She has got to be the coolest female teacher in our yg (sorry ladies) and she should never be taken for granted. Grendel, learn from this wise mentor of yours��she��s a rare one.

This finally brings us to today, Sunday! Dude, have you guys ever ridden in frank��s car? That has got to be nicest ride I��ve ever been in! he��s got the tight speakers, automatic sunroof, auto & manual ability, and of course the melodious voices of the Annimanics! The picnic wasn��t so bad��we didn��t really get to do much b/c we only had like 2 hours but it was a nice day to just hang out at the park.

Pastor dave, thanks for cooking and cleaning up��I know how it feels to not be appreciated for doing all the dirty work, so here��s my thanks to you! (same to you slum��.even though I know you don��t read my blogs).
Jomo, I never knew Berkeley students knew how to play basketball!
Judy, I think you��re quite mysterious yet cool at the same time��kinda like me!

Well, I just came back from dropping off john at his house. His freakin�� mom calls me at like 10 and asks if I can tutor her son b/c he doesn��t know how to do his hw. Dude, first of all, why are you doing your hw this late? Second, do I look like an older brother to you? You don��t just call up your tutors and tell them to help their sons in the middle of the night, especially on a SUNDAY night!

John: uh, do you think you can tutor me right now?
Me: um, I don��t have the car right now. My mom took it.
John: oh, hold on.
(pause)
John��s Mom: Philip? Are you busy? How about if I drop off John at your house?
Me: (omg you��re gay!). um ok.

And finally to conclude my blog, I just wanted to clear up a rumor that��s been going on about me: I AM NOT SEEING ANYONE RIGHT NOW! I AM NOT READY FOR A RELATIONSHIP AND EVEN IF I WAS, I STILL WOULDN��T WANT ONE JUST YET! If I ever find out who started this rumor, say byebye to your genitals! oh, this is just outta the blue but...i love eating JACK now! Nite reader!

Thought of the Day: Open the eyes of my heart Lord. I want to see you. *sigh*
Song of the Day: A Tribe Called Quest-Buggin' Out

Pretzelboi96: i feel like there's alot to say
Pretzelboi96: but i can't think of anything
snoozjuice: eh, don't worry...blogs are like taking craps
snoozjuice: it'll come
Pretzelboi96: ahahahhaha

couldn't have put it better myself.

work:

me: hey, doesn't it rain the most in march?
char: hmmm, let's see. march showers....april showers. allan? is it march showers, april showers?
allan: what?
char: you know that saying! march showers, april showers!
allan: NO! it's march winds, april showers!
(laughter)
allan: yeah! i used to fly kites in march all the time! you know, i have to tell you this story...300 feet long...blah blah blah...600 feet long...blah blah blah...these big balls...blah blah blah...this kite store...blah blah blah....waikiki beach...oh, it was great i tell ya!

gosh, allan can talk about anything!

Thought of the Day: I need a haircut!
Song of the Day: No Doubt-Just A Girl (great guitar!)

PG-13

Now we're getting somewhere - your actions are
now past pre-teen level, and you're beginning to
display some more mature content in your life

"Which Movie Classification Are You?"
Test created by Jamie - take it here.

school:

pat: hey, did you know that eating oranges will make your skin turn orange? like not completely but a little!
me: no they don't! you're stupid!
pat: no, i'm serious! (takes my hand and compares it with his). see! dude, it's orange!
me: dude, i'm just a little more tan!
pat: no, your'e orange! you're becoming orangeman! (gives me that stupid smile of his).
me: ahahahahaha.

work:

char: hey! so do you feel better now?
me: yeah! my pink eye's gone too! hey, i tried the milk and it didn't even do anything!
char: IT DIDN'T!? hey, how'd you get it anyways? isn't it contagious?
me: yeah, that's what i heard too. i don't know how i got it.
char: philip. i thought i told you to stay away from them women!
me: ahahahahaha.

this is kinda random, but here are a few things that piss me off:
people who flirt alot
fat people who try to look sexy
people who act immature at the most inappropiate times (grendel)
ugly people who try to act cute
people with annoying laughter (right lois?)
expensive food that tastes like garbage (Lyon's)
bad customer service (Lyon's)
angry chinese people (i-fang's blessed!)
people who snore including myself
people who borrow money, never pay you back, and continue borrowing money (justin)
"christians" who smoke and cuss
girls who act too independent and don't believe in authority
nagging
paying for gas and cell phone bills
anything that wakes me up for the stupidest reasons
health class
justin

girl in red-dude, quit your job and come play with me everyday! we'd have a blast!
lois-dragonfly? ahahahahaha. i think that was the first time you actually made me laugh...excluding the times your odors were abusing my sense of smell.
dykas-now that i think about it, i think YOU should have won Senioritis for the senior polls...you are truly the king of indolence!
grendel-God is great. Phil is cool. Girls are gay.

Thought of the Day: God is my only friend.
Song of the Day: Jermaine Dupri & Ludacris-Welcome to Atlanta (i like the old white guy in the music video).

i'm in a pretty bad mood right now. i played four games of chess with simon and i only beat him once. dude, he really did get better over the weekend! i mean, the first three games i didn't really care and i kept my cool. but on the fourth game, as he was slowly eating away my pieces move after move, he started with his ugly grins again. everytime he checked my king, he would start laughing with that sick voice of his. the thing that pissed me off the most was the fact that i was one move away from checkmating him! but noooo...CHECK! CHECK! AHAHAHAHAHAH! CHECKMATE! (no chang, this is NOT just a game!).

dang, for the first time, i had drivers actually yell at me for driving like a moron. i got off an exit but there was alotta traffic so i decided to change lanes and cut in the front. the car that i cut off honked and i was ok with that. however, after i turned into the street, this lady drives up hecka fast, honks, and i see her mouthing these angry words at me! i was shocked! dang, some drivers really need to chill! i mean, i have my moments of road rage but i never honk, roll down the window, and start cussing off! gosh, i KNOW she wouldn't have done that to me if i wasn't korean!

may i have everyone's attention! A WALK TO REMEMBER was a very bad movie! i am soooo glad i did not throw away 9 bucks to watch that garbage in the theatres! lois, be honest...you were drunk while you were watching it right? how could you have enjoyed that unrealistic, corny, and loooooong movie? and you said you were bawling throughout the movie. dude, i wanted to cry b/c it was so bad! gosh, i deleted that crap as soon as i finished the movie! (sorry, no cd dude).

why is it that i only feel like praising God when i'm listening to christian music? i rarely think about His love when i'm not reminded by the music i listen to. gosh, it's so sad and messed up. i feel like my love for God is sooooo conditional! gosh, i'm such a fool...i know that i must pray and read the Bible. i've experienced great things in the past when i did these things, yet i still choose not to b/c i'm lazy. man, christian life is so hard! i just want to go to heaven and never have to worry about anything ever again! do you guys ever wonder why God created YOU? why am i here? what is my purpose? why did He save me? why do i get to know Jesus Christ? why not my friends? *sigh* who can know the plans and thoughts of God? He is sovereign over everything and He is perfect...that is all we can trust. GOD, GIVE ME PEACE! BREAK ME AND DISCIPLINE ME IF YOU MUST!

Thought of the Day: Endure hardship as discipline.
Song of the Day: Third Day-I've Always Loved You

i was sooooo impressed with matt's dancing on friday. the freakin' rat makes me look like a fool! lol. but yeah, i apologize for making the whole c-walking thing such a big deal. i actually thought i was kinda good for some reason (i feel so embarrassed as i speak). but after hearing comments like "that's not a c-walk!, "dude, his c-walk looks funny!," and "oh, that's a c-walk?" or just hearing straight-up mocking laughter, i was convinced to just keep it all to myself (and please do not start with the pity comments). matt & simon-i know i'm obsessed. i'll shuttup from now on...promise!

yes! my pink eye infection is finally gone! no more "what happened to your eyes?" or "phil, are you crying?" greetings! gosh, i should have taken a picture of myself though. i think if my hair was gelled and i wore all black, i could've made a pretty cool vampire! hmmm, that reminds me, there are waaaaaay too many vampire movies these days! guys, it's getting old...there's a vampire, he bites others, they become vampires, hero kills them all, The End. there's also waaaaay too many war movies, genius movies, and movies that concentrate on teenagers losing their virginity. man, what happened to all the good stuff like "Dumb and Dumber" and "The Jungle Book?" these days, i have to pay 9 bucks for garbage like "Ali" and "Not Another Teen Movie." lois-A Walk to Remember better be good!

gentlemen, the women's banquet is over!!!! oh my freakin' goodness, i am soooo happy about that! i don't ever have to prepare for another yg banquet again! not only is the women's banquet over...it came out to be pretty good as well! just about everything ran smoothly...decorations were excellent, food was nice and tasty, skit was supposedly hilarious, and the girls were happy! but i have to admit, i had a pretty bad attitude as i was preparing for it. i was constantly being a bitter, pessimistic, and whiny bastard who did not want to show any appreciation to the women of the yg. i felt really bad when people came up to me and thanked me for working so hard on the banquet. but most of all, i did not work on the banquet with a heart that wanted to glorify God. i concentrated on how much the girls would like it and how much credit i would get in the end. *sigh* forgive me God for i have once again displeased you.

Thought of the Day: Dippy Dippy Dip! Dip Dip Dip!
Song of the Day: High & Exalted
Prayer Request: Reader, please pray that God would teach me to pray even in times when i'm not struggling. I tend to only go to Him when i'm going through hardships. I need to learn how to pray just out of joy and thankfulness as well! Thanks.

yes! my most hated day of the week is over! well well well, valentine's day has once again come and gone...just another dumb day that makes us high school kids spend money on that stupid someone. haha, after reading grendel's blog, i realized that some people are just pitiful (or maybe it's just your friends). anyways, i'm still surprised to see some of my friends are still with their girlfriends. like i have this one friend named weyman and he's been going out with his girlfriend since 8th grade! dude, that's like almost 5 years now! i mean, they've broken up and gotten together at least 10 times but it's amazing what's keeping them together. anyways, for all of you single people out there-JUSTIN NEEDS A BOYFRIEND QUICK!

well, i just finished chang mo's homework assignment that's been bothering me this whole week. I had all of these little school assignments to do and when i finally finished them, there would still be the "Prayer of Jesus" assignment left to do. no offense chang, but it REALLY pissed me off whenever i saw that ugly yellow paper sitting on my desk, giggling by itself, tormenting me with its 20 questions, daring me to tear it up into a 234 pieces! but praise God, i finally finished it and it wasn't as bad while i was working on it...that's how it always is with your assignments! anyways, thanks for taking the time to teach us this topic on prayer. i really have a better understanding of why and how i should pray.

everyone, i think i have pink eye! when i woke up this morning, i had alotta eye crust and when i looked in the mirror, my eyes were really red. gosh, i think it gets worse every hour! right now, i look like i've been crying for 100 years or like i've been taking some serious drugs. char told me that i should put some milk on it...and for some crazy reason, i decided to give it a try. if i wake up with my eyes bleeding, i'm going to share my pink eye infection with char and pour gallons of milk down HER eyes!
as i was working today, i was looking through some folders and saw the funniest names:
Jesus Pagan
Filollai Filollai
James Transfiguration
Patrick Chung

for those of you who read simon's last entry, i just want to add a comment. SIMON IS FULL OF CRAP! the stupid kid makes up his own conversations! he has no idea what he's talking about so just ignore everything he says. oh yeah, you're free to hurt him every time you see him. =D

Thought of the Day: *sigh* women's freakin' banquet is coming up.
Song of the Day: Cheermix 24 (cheermixes are cool!).

hey, i have a question for you fellow college students/graduates. do you guys ever sleep in class? haha, i can imagine chang mo snoring away during a lecture, but i don't know. the reason why i ask is because i ALWAYS fall asleep in class. if it's boring and "unimportant," i'll turn my brain off and go into the wonderful world of colors and taco bell. i don't know how i'm going to survive college. i mean, if i gave a nickel for every time i fell asleep, i'd be one broke bastard (yes, i know i'm broke anyways). but yeah, how do you guys do it?!

Thought of the Day: If you have something to say, SAY IT TO MY FACE! Rumors are gay guys. Don't be gay.
Song of the Day: Xzibit-Get Your Walk On (this song really pumps you up!....watch the video first. (thanks ratface)).

Love Me Not
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gosh, this michael guy is just full of entertainment!
work:

(on the phone)
michael: what? another kid?
pause.
michael: omg. one plus one does NOT equal 2. it equals 3! let me tell you something. after i had my second kid, my life was hell. i mean it's ridiculous! once you get one to fall asleep, the other one will start crying. once the one that was sleeping hears the other kid, he'll start crying. then you'll start crying!
pause.
oh, wait til one gets sick. he'll start crying all the time, not eat food, cry some more....i mean it's ridiculous! after one barfs, the other one will look at the barf, and he'll start barfing too! and then you'll just look at both them and think-WTH! i'm telling you, one plus one does NOT equal 2!

i tried so hard not to laugh...i just couldn't resist! ahahahahhaah, you had to be there!

well, i saw smallville today and i've been noticing that the writers are actually starting to use their heads. the bad guys are becoming pretty smart and strong, BUT the whole love story thing just isn't realistic. lana would NEVER go out with a weinier like whitney! that guy's a freakin' loser who thinks he's tight stuff! clark should kick his balls and throw him to california so i can beat the loser outta him too! hehe. also, there are waaaaaay too many corny lines that are unnecessary-"i love you dad." "i love you mom." "letting go means moving forward." blah blah blah...gosh, they make clark too good. there have to be some scenes where he acts like a real teenager! break some cars, rip up a cow, break dad's jaw or something! also, they make all the jocks look like jerks who have pretty gfs and nice cars...most of the jocks at my school are morons who harrass the popular girls and get rides from their parents. haha, i also find it funny how there's only one black guy in the show. i mean, poor thing! but i still enjoy the show...i just like to see what happens.

lauri: song hye gyo? are you sure? (oh, good job with your friends...i'm sure chang has alotta pointers to give you).
grendel: i don't get it.
dykas: 24's gay. watch smallville!
pastor dave: deep.
KGB: joyce and esther jo want to be added onto the list.
chang: let's go have some pho when you're not so busy...it's been a while.
lois: remember, ALWAYS copy what you have written down after finishing a new paragraph...JUST IN CASE!
simon: dang, you're hilarious! Phil is gay. high quality humor right there! (let's give the poor thing a round of applause).

Thought of the Day: Don't talk to me about coming to class and being ready to be a student! I was just tired Mr. Phillips!
Song of the Day: Gigi D'Agistono-I Will Fly With You Super Break Beat Mix

work:

michael: hey philip. can you take a look at this? (hands me a brochure).
me: what is it?
michael: oh, it's a brochure about debit cards. I just want you to look at it and tell me if it sounds like bullsh*t or if looks like bullsh*t or if all of it's just bullsh*t.
me: uh, sure thing.

biology class:

pat: daniel, so you got your new tv?
daniel: yeah. it's like 20 inches.
pat: oh! let's watch Rated-R movies at your house!
(daniel and i look at each other and start cracking up).
pat: no, it's weird watching those sex parts with my mom and sister around! it's kinda awkward you know?
(daniel and i crack up even harder).

hey, guess what?! chicken butt! everyone, i got my beloved appetite back! everything tastes normal again...i love food! however, i got a sore throat and i'm starting to cough here and there (thanks for your prayers guys! keep praying!). well like i said, mother brought us back some food from korea so i'm going to be very happy every night for the next month. oh, speaking of my mother, we were watching this thing on tv where this korean actor goes to some island that was full of black people. all of the islanders are skinny, muscular, and dark.

mom: ahahahahahah. look at the korean man. he's smiling like a fat and pale fool!
me: ahahahhahaha.

i don't know what korea did to her but she sure is much jollier these days!

Thought of the Day: Obsession=PRACTICE PRACTICE PRACTICE! (somebody please find me the "If at first you don't succeed,..." poem! you'll be rewarded-it's a promise.)
Song of the Day: Keith Sweat-Twisted (gosh, 7th grade memories).

praise God! mother is back! i know i've already said this but don't ever take your mothers for granted! when my mom looked at the meat that was left in the fridge, she threw it all away and said that it was waaaaaay too rotten! dang, i was planning to eat that sucker for my next meal too...gosh, i could have gotten REALLY sick along with my stupid flu. but i just realized that my mom is also super weird. instead of going to bed like regular people who have just arrived from a long trip, she decides to clean the house! she unpacked all of her stuff, washed some dishes, did the laundry, vacuumed, and wiped all the dust off in our house. either she has a "clean freak" disorder or our house was really THAT dirty. i'd have to go with the mental disorder theory...hehe. gosh, i can already imagine what she's going to be like when she's 70! but yeah, GOD BLESS HER! (people who like to disrespect my mother (justin) deserve to die!).

well, my mom came back with some gifts...2 cds, a crapload of sheet music specially sent by my cool dad (ahahahahahha, poor guy expects me to play all of them), and alotta bbang (sweet bread). simon got two led pencils and a whole bunch of boxers...lol. anyways, my mom told me that she showed my college essay to a few of my relatives in korea. she said that they were really impressed with what i wrote and they wanted to talk to me the next time i saw them. ok first of all, my college essay was garbage...100% pure garbage that i was incredibly dissatisfied with. second, NO! i do NOT want to talk to them. they're going to start asking me personal questions like: "when were you saved?" "so what it's like being president of your youth group?" "what career are you pursuing?" oh and don't forget, all of this would be in korean, which means my response would have to be in korean as well! gosh, my mom said that she'd only show my essay to my dad! well, looks like i'm going to have to take a break from visiting korea.

chang: send me I-fang's email!

judy: welcome to the "cool" crowd!

ratface: your name's easy to spell. (ok, if it's starting to bother you, just tell me ok?)

terrance: LLAMAS!!!

frank: you're a FREAKIN' genius!

jomo & pastor dave: *sigh*

lois: bingo! thanks dawg!

Thought of the Day: Complicated situations cause complicated results.
Song of the Day: Cool-Before I Become Sad (old school).

ok, i just took off all those stupid test results b/c they keep blinking whenever you open up my blog. i guess i can only post the descriptions from now on. well reader, i got the flu thurs. night and i'm still sick. i've been taking tylenol and ther-flu (lorebadore & *sigh* lois-thank you soooo much!) but the healing process is taking a lot longer than i was expecting. i get the chills, get really bad headaches, feel really weak, and i have no appetite (even In & Out tasted like garbage!). i only eat b/c i know i have to. (now there's something you don't hear everyday). if you guys see me at church/school with a pissed off/tired/sad face, just know that i look like that b/c of my condition. it doesn't mean that i'm going to bite your hand if you make an attempt to talk to me. gosh, i find it very ironic how i got sick all of a sudden. i mean, i eat an average of 3 oranges a day! dude, that's like a crapload of vitamic C and it's supposed to keep me all healthy and stuff. dude, viruses are so gay! (prayers would be appreciated).

well, i had a great time at my house last night. for the first time, i danced for like 2 hours straight! my calves are screaming with pain right now b/c i even danced this morning! alrite, i know you guys can't imagine me dancing or whatever but that's ok...you guys will never see it happen either! oh yeah, i also agree with grendel's comment on sweaty dancers. you know who you are...ehehehehehehhe. much thanks goes to the laughing sharkface, ratface the c-walk master, grendel the Boa idolizer, and KGB the struggling We are the Future dancer...my inspirations!

today, we had our first day of women's freakin' banquet preparation. we ended up not using my script for the skit (thank the Lord!) but we brainstormed alotta good stuff (frank, you're a genius!). also, the song's lyrics came out to be very creative...good job KGB! we got the menu down for the food and now we just have to get all the dirty work done next weekend. i want to thank all of you who showed up today. i know it took alotta time off of your saturday, but your sacrifice is greatly appreciated. once again: men, if this banquet turns out like crap, remember...they're only girls! HWATEENG!

well, mother is coming back tomorrow morning. tonight is my last night of freedom and here i am blogging.

ninjachoccobo: dude
Pretzelboi96: yes?
ninjachoccobo: go play or something
Pretzelboi96: why, am i bothering you?
ninjachoccobo: no.. but u should be out
ninjachoccobo: socializing
ninjachoccobo: having fun
ninjachoccobo: not in doors

my mom called a little earlier b/c it was her last night in korea. gosh, i feel really sorry for my dad. i could sense the sadness in his voice when he told me how happy i must be to see my mom again. it must suck living w/o your most beloved for a long time. God, please be with both of my parents and always continue to bring them comfort in their times of lonliness. on a brighter note, at least i'm done with all of my hw. if you guys can think of something great to do that doesn't require alotta money or driving, give me a call at 1-800-LOSER.

Thought of the Day: Flu=Unhappiness.
Song of the Day: Dr. Dre & Snoop Dogg-The Next Episode (i personally LOVE dancing to this song!)

gosh, thursday is finally over! well, i actually had a pretty nice day today. at school, we had an assembly called the "homegoing rally." i was pretty impressed with the introduction dance...just a little break dance battle and some c-walking. all of my friends thought it was one of the worst assemblies ever. i on the other hand was quite entertained, and for once stayed awake throughout the whole thing! i was also impressed with the pom-squad dance...one girl actually reminded me of Boa! gosh, i guess i'm just an easy-to-please type of guy!

during lunch, pat and i were watching espn 2 at his house and this jump-roping contest was on! dude, it's sooooo cool! there's like 3 or 4 people doing all these tricks while 2 ropes are being swung around. they do like back-flips, jumping push-ups, rotations, switching around thingys, and much much more! (i can't explain some of the things they do). but anyways after watching that show, i realized that i am NOT a loser. there are other people in this world who have much more time than i do and they choose to spend it doing "other" things such as...lol, jump-roping! i mean, it's pretty cool and all but C'MON...you just have waaaaaaay too much time buddy!

i think the only bad thing about my day was the fact that Cathy didn't bring the Steven King movie to work. I was quite disappointed and tried my best not to show it:

cathy: oh, i only got through the first video last night. ahahahahahaha. (she's one of those "laughy" people).
me: oh really? (fake smile).
cathy: yeah, i'll try to bring it to you on monday.
me: (dude, i don't have TIME to watch it on a monday!) oh ok.

*sigh* i KNOW this week was a different week from all others. last night, my ugly servant, simon, beat me in chess twice! gosh, i'm playing soooo carelessly these days! it pisses me off when he gives me his ugly smile after trapping my king. i know i'm pissed. he knows i'm pissed. however, i keep my cool and continue playing. hopefully, i'll humble him a game or two tonight...if not, you won't see a happy president at church tomorrow.

gosh, did you guys read chang's entry today? that has got to be the longest entry in the history of blogging...and the great thing is that it's all about God!

chang: hehe, i don't think lauri's going to be satisfied with the answer, "loooooooooooooong!"

girl in red: very happy to hear that you're feeling much better!

grendel: gosh, you're a pretty good analysis writer. if you hadn't attached that letter of yours, i would've assumed that you got the thing off the net! but yeah, thanks dude. now i can listen to the song without a puzzled face!

lois: i told you it should calm you down! don't forget the CHILL PILLS!

KGB, grendel, lorebadore: don't forget to finish chang mo's packet!

Thought of the Day: My only not-so-mellow day of the week!
Song of the Day: Coast 2 Koast-Once In A (gosh, these guys sure do cheer me up!)

You're Mosquiton!
Yep. You're a vampire. That comes with immortality, the ability to manipulate shadows into kickass weaponry, and an annoying teenage girl for whom you'll do almost anything. Well, you're strong, cool, funny, and... whipped by a human girl.

Check it out, man! Can you top this, mortal?

hmmm, why isn't anyone blogging these days? it's always the same few (gary) that update daily. well, i guess like everyone else, i'm having an uneventful life. all i do is go to school, work, tutor, then come home and do my homework. the least you guys can do is blog for me! mellow mellow mellow.

lois honey, you're going to be alrite. you just go and take that shower of yours. =D

dang matt, how're you going to study in college?!

no more blogs lorebadore?

Thought of the Day: Mellow is just mellow. (how boring).
Song of the Day: Blink 182-Give Me One Reason

work:

michael: philip, have you ever been to the coast? or the beach?
me: yeah.
michael: hawaii?
me: nope.
michael: ok, i've been to hawaii, thailand, east coast, west coast...(picks up a calander with a beautiful woman barely wearing anything)...and i've NEVER seen one of these at the beach! HAVE YOU?!
me: lol. nope.
michael: ridiculous! (throws the calander into the garbage can).

i honestly believe that the people at my work have the WEIRDEST sense of humor in the world:

char: so i let my son borrow my bag b/c he was going to reno. and when he came back, i found 5 dollars worth of quarters! (starts cracking up). i think i'm going to give it to the poor!
michael: you know what you should do? go to burlingame ave. and pay for everyone's meter! it'll be your good deed of the year! (smiles a very big smile).
me: *cough!*

well, i started the script for the women's freakin' banquet skit. guys, i don't know what's wrong with me but i just can't think of anything good! i'm just BSing alotta lines hoping that it'll be kinda funny and still be biblical. hope you guys are great actors who can improvise like crazy! i know I CAN'T!

after reading the rat's blog, i couldn't help but laugh! gosh, the poor thing is ALWAYS tired!

to my little sister, jessica: i've dug a hole too deep and i can't get out. *sigh* i learned my lesson...now it's time to struggle! pray pray pray!

grendel: all of my responses are in the small black book.

Thought of the Day: Heartache and depression are best friends!
Song of the Day: Blink 182-Please Take Me Home (can someone please analyze the lyrics for me? i just don't get it!)

Dear Philip Chung,

We have identified you as someone who has demonstrated high potential for academic achievement. As such, we would like to offer you immediate admission to the Education Program for Gifted Youth (EPGY) at Stanford University.

i personally found this to be hilarious!

gosh, today was the first time i fell asleep at work! i was really tired after school, so i decided to take a little nap (1 hour) in my little room. i got pretty lucky too b/c 2 min. after i woke up, one of the workers came into the room to see what i was doing. *phew* oh yeah, did you guys hear about that Stephen King movie that was on tv last week? well, my boss taped it so he's going to let me borrow it. it's supposed to be about the Winchester Mansion in San Jose...i think i'm going to take a tour after the movie!

i never thought that i'd come upon a blog that was more interesting than lauri's. i was doing my daily blog readings and the name, matt ji, caught my attention in jomo's blog. i thought it was too good to be true! matt ji's thoughts posted for the whole world to see! gosh, this guy's been blogging for like 3 weeks now! how come no one told me?! (now i know why you guys were giggling two fridays ago mr. jistring! lol.) anyways, i feel like i'm in the same situation as you these days. life's pretty gay huh? don't trip ratface, i'm praying for you too!

i really enjoy reading chang's blogs b/c he writes alot and 99% of it is about God. gosh, i think this guy has as much passion for the yg as he does for food! (think about that...haha). but yeah, i REALLY admire chang in many different ways. he's one of the few people that make me smile every time i see him. if you guys ever need encouragement, counseling, or a great time with food, he is your man! GOD BLESS YOU CHANG MO!

pastor dave, PITY ME PLEASE!

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(somebody teach me how to link!)

Thought of the Day: I never knew rats could write so much!
Song of the Day: Sweet Mercies (thanks frank!)

my goodness, what a week! i've been doing ALOTTA thinking lately about different issues that have come up in my life...love, trust, friendship, grace, sin, loneliness, depression, envy, anger, despair, frustration...*sigh* confused like a mother! but i also had good talks with some people which were really interesting. i don't know, alot of it is kinda personal but i've come to one conclusion: GOD IS A GOOD GOD! i change, you change, he changes, she changes, but never GOD! gosh, there's so many things i want to express but all i can say is: GOD IS SO GOOD! (chang: "simple, yet profound...hehe). reader, please pray for me. i'm going through a rough time right now. thanks!

well gentlemen, we once again have another mission to accomplish: women's FREAKIN' banquet! man, i have a feeling that this one's going to require some extra effort b/c the girls are usually the ones who get the dirty work done. anyways, please help out your pres and vice pres out alot ok? as you can see, we're not exactly the sharpest or most hardworking people in the world (mainly gary...hehe j/k) so we'd appreciate it if you guys gave us some advice and stuff. and if this banquet turns out like crap for whatever reason, remember men-they're ONLY girls!

gosh, i've been eating waaaaay too much In & Out lately! (5 animal style cheeseburgers in 3 days!). hmmm, i wonder when the last time i worked out was. *sigh* i can already imagine what i'm going to be like in college! i mean right now, my school friends call me a "human garbage can." somebody help me!

to my one and only girl in red: thanks for the video dude! i REALLY enjoyed the last episode of smallville. *sigh* poor clark! i hope you're having an awesome week! dang i-fang, why are you sooooooo cool? ahahahahahha. ok shuttup phil.

bug-eyed bugs bunny: happy stupid birthday! being 16's no biggie. just another year with more problems...enjoy!

gary & grendel: bin's a bastard!

sharkface: stop reading my blogs!

Thought of the Day: GOD, THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR EVERYTHING!
Song of the Day: Course Of Nature-Caught In The Sun (smallville really causes you to like these kinds of songs!)

have you guys ever heard a fob trying to sing american music? dude, it's the funniest thing in the world! i think if i had to choose one fob to sing for me, it would have to my father. now THAT guy will make you laugh! i can soooo imagine what he was like in high school...loser, dork, geek, and still got bad grades...hehe. well, i like my dad b/c i see alotta him in me. i think if i had to sum him up with one word, it would have to be the word, "simple." he's not retarded or anything, he's just a plain, old, and nice guy. it's the best when he tells jokes and he's the only one laughing. i guess this is the same for all korean dads, but i personally think my father is one of a kind. ZIMON IS ONLY 10 YEARS OLD! AHAHHAHAHAHA! (if you understood this, you have problems).

Pastor Dave, i started reading your blog again! i never knew you read mine either!

Terrance, i totally agree with you. lois IS an interesting specimen!

Thought of the Day: TGIF!
Song of the Day: Weezer-Hashpipe (i never knew fobs listened to Weezer!)