i was sooooo impressed with matt's dancing on friday. the freakin' rat makes me look like a fool! lol. but yeah, i apologize for making the whole c-walking thing such a big deal. i actually thought i was kinda good for some reason (i feel so embarrassed as i speak). but after hearing comments like "that's not a c-walk!, "dude, his c-walk looks funny!," and "oh, that's a c-walk?" or just hearing straight-up mocking laughter, i was convinced to just keep it all to myself (and please do not start with the pity comments). matt & simon-i know i'm obsessed. i'll shuttup from now on...promise!

yes! my pink eye infection is finally gone! no more "what happened to your eyes?" or "phil, are you crying?" greetings! gosh, i should have taken a picture of myself though. i think if my hair was gelled and i wore all black, i could've made a pretty cool vampire! hmmm, that reminds me, there are waaaaaay too many vampire movies these days! guys, it's getting old...there's a vampire, he bites others, they become vampires, hero kills them all, The End. there's also waaaaay too many war movies, genius movies, and movies that concentrate on teenagers losing their virginity. man, what happened to all the good stuff like "Dumb and Dumber" and "The Jungle Book?" these days, i have to pay 9 bucks for garbage like "Ali" and "Not Another Teen Movie." lois-A Walk to Remember better be good!

gentlemen, the women's banquet is over!!!! oh my freakin' goodness, i am soooo happy about that! i don't ever have to prepare for another yg banquet again! not only is the women's banquet over...it came out to be pretty good as well! just about everything ran smoothly...decorations were excellent, food was nice and tasty, skit was supposedly hilarious, and the girls were happy! but i have to admit, i had a pretty bad attitude as i was preparing for it. i was constantly being a bitter, pessimistic, and whiny bastard who did not want to show any appreciation to the women of the yg. i felt really bad when people came up to me and thanked me for working so hard on the banquet. but most of all, i did not work on the banquet with a heart that wanted to glorify God. i concentrated on how much the girls would like it and how much credit i would get in the end. *sigh* forgive me God for i have once again displeased you.

Thought of the Day: Dippy Dippy Dip! Dip Dip Dip!
Song of the Day: High & Exalted
Prayer Request: Reader, please pray that God would teach me to pray even in times when i'm not struggling. I tend to only go to Him when i'm going through hardships. I need to learn how to pray just out of joy and thankfulness as well! Thanks.