i think God wants me to go on missions this summer. there have just been so many signs:

1. joey asks me what i'm doing this summer. i reply, "nothing."
2. i'm almost done with Purpose Driven Life. i've been reading about missions this and missions that.
3. p. dennis brings up "outreach" on fri.
4. kcm chapel. did i forget to mention the idea of MISSIONS?!

it's ridiculous i tell you. i really think this is the year for me to go...finally. ever since sunday, i've been praying about it every night. despite all of my physical/mental inabilities and financial obstacles, i think God is really tugging at my heart to go. i have to keep reminding myself that missions is a command and not a suggestion. yes, it is time.

i swear there are just not enough hours in a day. after i come home from school, i have work. after work, i have textbooks to read. after studying, i have a body to work out. after arc, there's no time for hold'em or a movie. this 9:00 morning class really kicks you in the balls. there's nothing i can do about it, but endure the pain and wait til it goes away...in 10 weeks. winter qtr. is supposed to be your toughest and busiest qtr and yeah, it is. but i know lots of people who have it harder than me. haha, it cracks me up when i hear their schedules or when i see their faces when they've just finished their last class for the day. i seriously have no right to complain...but i think it's ok to laugh at them. =D exhortation: 1 Cor. 10:31.

i finally bought Pulp Fiction dvd last night! Collector's Edition baby!

Thought of the Day: Really bad breath.
Song of the Day: The Lord is Gracious and Compassionate