i would first like to comment on justin jang's blog. dang, i can only think of one word...cute. haha. i thought it was very nice how he compared us on a list with all of our differences but ending with our similarites. dang, i'm kind of out of words. i just don't know what to say. i want to scream but i smile. i want to demand for a "better" blog but i'm satisfied. justin's blog. cute.

so april has come and gone. looks like it's another time for reflection. i want to say that this month was awesome and i want to go back. in a sense that is true but this month was just simply "not bad." yes, i admit Los Angeles was a blast! STOMP was a great performance. Prom was definitely a night to remember. and of course, i finally decided to go to UC Irvine. i went through alot this month. but i like i said, it just kinda came and left. i don't know, i guess i'll appreciate all those memories when i'm in college. but yeah, i guess a big reason why i'm not "satisifed" with this month is b/c it was a month where i was really distant from God. my spiritual life was a joke...totally unacceptable. yeah, all of it is temporary joy. only God lasts forever. so as i see May rolling around the corner, i will try to make this month a month that is full of happiness in God. i want it to be full of discipline and perserverance...no more of this "i'm kinda tired" crap! and as always, prayers are ALWAYS encouraged! c'mon phil, you can do it!

man, i just realized that cutting school can become an addiction. i mean, the first few times you just kinda enjoy it and then you go back to your regular routines. but after cutting a few more times, it starts to become a way of life. i mean, i'm really NOTHING compared to my friends....these fellas are hardcore and hate going to school with a passion! but i definitely need to watch my habits. sleeping til 10 is nice. it really is. but as chang mentioned in his blog, more sleep does not mean more energy. indolence only increases (exponentially in my case). ugh, one more month dude.

matt-don't ever take your mom for granted. i know she can be a big itch but NEVER EVER take her for granted.

Thought of the Day: Watch out now!
Song of the Day: Watergate-Maid of Orleans (doobo-dl this one too)