i have this secret crush on this girl in my film class. while she sits on the far right side in the front of the class, i'm on the far left in the 4th or 5th row secretly spying on her. since my eyes are bad, i can't see her all too clearly. but from what i can make out, she seems to have a pretty face, shoulder length black hair, and skinny body. my best guess is that she's japanese but i could be totally mistaking a chinese of some kind. so anyways, i have film on mondays and wednesdays. i always steal quick glances at her while i'm supposed to be paying attention to the professor. but sometimes we make this unprepared and unexpected eye contact. scary times dude! but of course, my blurred vision could be showing some false realities. perhaps she is just looking at hannah who is sitting right next to me. perhaps she is just looking at the ugly wall that stands right beside me. whatever the case, i cannot take any risks b/c she finding out that me slyly spying on her would absolutely end my life. man, i don't even know her name. i don't know a SINGLE thing about her. but i do know that i like the way she dresses. maybe i'll ask her out after finals. HAHA! man, i hate the bozo who sits right behind her and always talks to her. that guy is annoying.

AsianXboi56 (10:04:26 PM): shouldn't you be studying
Pretzelboi96 (10:04:51 PM): but shouldn't i also not push myself too hard?
Pretzelboi96 (10:05:02 PM): you know, life isn't all about studying
Pretzelboi96 (10:05:07 PM): there's more to this life
AsianXboi56 (10:05:10 PM): right phil
AsianXboi56 (10:05:16 PM): you're really pushing yourself

cynics can be such bastards.

i went to go study at Gateway Commons last night for the first time with chris. i always heard about the 24 hour study area but i never gave myself the opportunity to actually take a visit...since i don't study. =D so we're passing by all these computer labs and there's all these engineers there. lol. you could totally smell the lack of shampoo in those rooms. well, chris was doing his own thing and i was doing mine, and i had come upon some very interesting words from an article i had to read for my film final. terrance once asked me if i had to choose to watch just one, would i choose korean dramas or anime. at the time, i said korean dramas b/c i thought watching real life people was more appealing to the eye. but after reading this article, i really don't know anymore. this guy gives such a cool explanation...

Tomov: Animation has its charm and qualities. It delivers different aesthetic and emotional experience. It is not just about telling a story the fastest and the cheapest way. The Triplets would have not been nearly as interesting and unique if it was a live action film. The hand made, drawn feel that comes from the screen, the stylization of the characters (you can not find actors with this kind of bizarre physics) resonate quite well with the equally bizarre story we are witnessing.

when i read that, i was like WOAH! (and i'm sure when you read that, you were like LOSER!). i'm no film major but i definitely appreciate alotta different things i'm learning in this class. as much as i have hated my film TAs for this year and as much as i have hated writing those (insert bad word) papers, film is so cool. you should go watch The Triplets of Belleville. i should go listen to my brother's words.

Thought of the Day: Oh yeah, I have to study for Korean Oral Test!
Song of the Day: Ataris-Boys Of The Summer