some people came over our place and were making alotta noise. i couldn't fall asleep so after they left, i told aaron about it since they were his friends. i was really upset and i told him how i couldn't even enjoy Pirates of the Carribean.

then ALOTTA things happened and it was just absolutely chaotic. but i only remember the last part pretty well. freakin' korean drama dude...literally. everyone came back together and i knew who liked who. i had told the rich guy that olivia had liked him. the gay guy had told me that he had liked the rich guy. when they all met, the rich guy started talking to olivia and she was really happy. the gay guy saw that and started hating olivia. oh yeah, the gay guy was like like this old bald guy with glasses...kinda looked like andrew kim's dad (not cpc andrew). it was the ending to a drama and i thought it was really weird. this was all happening as we were walking upstairs somewhere. danny was there but i can't remember why. i remember my adult student being there too...like a junkie version of him.

dream's over, dorothy...

i really hate it when people try to make you feel bad intentionally in the inside but unintentionally on the outside. they'll talk about how you did something wrong "but it's ok." they'll keep talking about what you did wrong but always go back to "it's ok though." what the fudge is the point of telling me all of this?! they want to make sure that you know just exactly how unhappy they are and still look like they're gracious and forgiving and patient and loving. it REALLY pisses me off.

i've had an incredibly crappy week. i had midterms to take, papers to do, and books to read. i got midterms back, didn't finish one paper, and the books took forever. the past 2-3 days have been tossing in my sleep. i'm tired-really really tired and i can't fall asleep. devotionals have been a drag since my heart has been in the wrong places this whole week. this week was really discouraging...and so i wonder-what does this weekend have in store for me?

lakers = the luckiest crap!

Thought of the Day: Sour.
Song of the Day: As One-Day By Day Pop Mix