i had to wake up at 7 today b/c jordan's dad wanted me to be his translator for him in court. man, i was so pissed when they asked me to do it. two reasons...crappy korean and lack of sleep. i was THIS close to just flaking on them and turning my phone off. but when i found out that they got a misdemeanor for having an expired license (which actually came the next day), i felt really bad. they didn't understand anything the cop had told them and they didn't know how to present their case to the court either. i felt so bad for having such selfish and angry feelings towards them. i could only imagine how terrible it must be to be in THEIR shoes. the least i could've done was show up in court with them and merely translate to the best of my ability...and that i did. but dude, court is seriously not a fun place to be. just going through the whole court process takes SO long! they give you the crappiest times to go (8:15am) and there is a GRIP of people waiting with you. all you see is a flood of impatient mugs. really made me think twice about how i drive on the road out there.

lately, i've been realizing how i so do not have a heart for nonchristians. my desire to evangelize is so low and even with the few friends that do not believe in God, man i'm just so effortless. i don't put any energy into even hanging out with them. i feel like i'm the antithesis of justin when it comes to the friendships that i have. he surrounds himself with pagans while i surround myself with just cpc. it still hasn't hit me that God COMMANDS us to evangelize to the lost. Jesus always ate and spoke with unbelievers and Paul was always preaching to sinners. i really need to start making an effort this year. it was called the Great Commission, not Great Suggestion.

i only have a few days left til school starts again on friday. i've just been watching Propose with dykas and Hajime when i'm by myself. even though i appear to be just wasting my time, i'm really enjoying these last days of break. i find my days more relaxing than lazy. haha. man, i never realized HOW pretty kim hee sun was. i mean, yeah she's a big ball of makeup and surgery...but fudge, superficial can look SO pretty! =D yeah, it's nice staying home watching her.

Thought of the Day: Not Guilty.
Song of the Day: Simple Plan-Perfect