as you can tell from my last entry, i've been pretty stressed out with school...particularly with history. b/c i hadn't finished the reading that day, i finished it yesterday in common's. just sat there and read. you read and don't stop until you've come to an end of a chapter. you read even if you don't understand words that show up in every paragraph like "kleptocracy." curse that word cause i don't care! i need to get this reading done!

so basically, i ended up finishing ALL of it around 1am last night and signed onto aim...

hAnNaH bAnAnA xP (1:41:32 AM): wut happened?!!
hAnNaH bAnAnA xP (1:41:38 AM): did u get added?
Pretzelboi96 (1:41:47 AM): looks like it's not going to happen
hAnNaH bAnAnA xP (1:41:51 AM): awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww
hAnNaH bAnAnA xP (1:41:52 AM): awwwwwwwwwwwwwwww
hAnNaH bAnAnA xP (1:41:54 AM): awwwwwwwwwwwwwwww
hAnNaH bAnAnA xP (1:41:56 AM): freaking...
hAnNaH bAnAnA xP (1:42:02 AM): y did u figure out ur passion for film studies so lATE!

(checking email).

Pretzelboi96 (1:42:18 AM): omg wait
hAnNaH bAnAnA xP (1:42:29 AM): ??
Pretzelboi96 (1:43:22 AM): haha
hAnNaH bAnAnA xP (1:43:26 AM): ????
Pretzelboi96 (1:43:28 AM): ok so i guess i can add
hAnNaH bAnAnA xP (1:43:29 AM): awwwww freaking
hAnNaH bAnAnA xP (1:43:32 AM): u cAN?!
hAnNaH bAnAnA xP (1:43:33 AM): u got in?!!
Pretzelboi96 (1:43:34 AM): i just got an email
Pretzelboi96 (1:43:38 AM): tomorrow
Pretzelboi96 (1:43:39 AM): 5pm
hAnNaH bAnAnA xP (1:43:39 AM): YAY!!!!
Pretzelboi96 (1:43:41 AM): her office
Pretzelboi96 (1:43:46 AM): omg dude
hAnNaH bAnAnA xP (1:43:53 AM): YAYAYAYAY
Pretzelboi96 (1:43:54 AM): i read 133 pages yesterday and today for history
Pretzelboi96 (1:44:04 AM): i JUST finished reading 15 min. ago
Pretzelboi96 (1:44:12 AM): literally 7 hours of reading
Pretzelboi96 (1:44:23 AM): i had a feeling something like this was going to happen

i didn't know whether to feel happy or angry. it was a little bit of both. there's still a part of me that is angry about all the pointless reading/stressing i did. i even hesitated to go to the professor's office today to add the class, wondering if it really was worth it. i've missed 2 weeks of lectures and studio. but after a talk with hannah, i think i'm going to give it a try. point of no return. do or die. hit or miss. no pain, no gain. no guts, no glory. if i'm going down, i'm going down in flames. if you know you're going to get wet anyways, might as well go swimming. ok shuttup.

that market thing on ring road finally came this week. i bought 2 posters...the Rap Gods one that i always wanted and a Swingers poster! "Baby, you are so money, and you don't even know it man!!" lol. that's what it says at the bottom with this tight pose of trent, mikey, and lou. once i bought that poster, i knew right away that Swingers was my favorite movie. ignorance, immaturity, and insecurity of guys...all nicely grafted into a hilarious movie. you love it b/c you can relate. girls love it b/c they see it happening in real life. somebody hurry and get this movie another award!

cafe nite this saturday. dykas and i actually practiced the whole skit today and it looks alot better than when we first started. starting next week, my life should be getting a whole lot better. class schedules, working days, and steady church activities beginning next week. we can do this guys! hwateeng!

Thought of the Day: C-P-C!!!
Song of the Day: Schubert-Ave Maria