ok so imagine this. you've stayed up all night cramming for your psych. midterm and only got 2 1/2 hours of sleep. you actually could've gotten an extra hour of sleep but your worn out brain accidently told you that your midterm was at 10 and not 11. not cool. you take a freakin' difficult midterm with the most meticulous questions that have nothing to do with applicable psychology. you come home and crash into your bed. JUST as you are about to fall asleep, KNOCK KNOCK KNOCK!
GO AWAY! WE'RE SLEEPING!
WE JUST WANNA GET "SMASH" FROM MINH'S DRAWER.

10 min. later...

KNOCK KNOCK KNOCK!

10 min. later...

KNOCK KNOCK KNOCK!
MINH, OPEN THE DOOR! LET'S GO!
GO AWAY!!! HE'S SLEEPING!
MINH TOLD US TO WAKE HIM UP!
HEY, I'M TOO TIRED JUST GO WITHOUT ME.
WHAT? I CAN'T HEAR YOU. OPEN THE DOOR.

10 min. later...

PHONE RINGS!
NO I'M TOO TIRED. JUST GO WITHOUT ME......OKOK. I'M COMING.

do you honestly believe that i can still fall asleep after this? oh wait, what a coincidence, i'm listening to a song that's totally capturing the moment...

Linkin Park-A Place For My Head

I watch how the
Moon sits in the sky / in the dark night
Shining with the light from the sun
The sun doesn't give / light to the moon assuming
The moon�s going to owe it one
It makes me think of how you act to me / You do
Favors and then rapidly / You just
Turn around and start asking me / about
Things you want back from me
I�m sick of the tension / sick of the hunger
Sick of you acting like I owe you this
Find another place / to feed your greed
While I find a place to rest
I want to be in another place
I hate when you say you don�t understand
(You�ll see it's not meant to be)
I want to be in the energy, not with the enemy
A place for my head
Maybe someday I�ll be just like you / and
Step on people like you do and / Run
Away the people I thought I knew
I remember back then who you were
You used to be calm / used to be strong
Used to be generous / but you should�ve known / That you�d
Wear out your welcome / now you see
How quiet it is / all alone / I�m so
Sick of the tension / sick of the hunger
Sick of you acting like I owe you this
Find another place / to feed your greed
While / I find a place to rest / I�m so
Sick of the tension / sick of the hunger
Sick of you acting like I owe you this
Find another place / to feed your greed
While / I find a place to rest
I want to be in another place
I hate when you say you don�t understand
(You�ll see it's not meant to be)
I want to be in the energy, not with the enemy
A place for my head

You try to take the best of me
Go away
You try to take the best of me
Go away
You try to take the best of me
Go away
You try to take the best of me
Go away
You try to take the best of me
Go away
You try to take the best of me
Go away
You try to take the best of me
Go away
You try to take the best of me
Go away

I want to be in another place
I hate when you say you don�t understand
(You�ll see it's not meant to be)
I want to be in the energy, not with the enemy
A place for my head

Shut...up

I�m so sick of the tension / sick of the hunger
Sick of you acting like I owe you this
Find another place / to feed your greed
While I find a place to rest

I�m so sick of the tension / sick of the hunger
Sick of you acting like I owe you this
Find another place / to feed your greed
While I find a place to rest

that's ok if you didn't read the lyrics. i never read lyrics in other people's blogs either. just know that sleep is something missing in my life right now and for some reason, God's not letting me have it. it's not that minh is a bastard or anything. it's living WITH him that's a bastard. i seriously wonder how much more peaceful this room would be if he had moved out. no more people knocking on that cursed door. no more phone calls from that phone that should've been turned off. no more no more NO MORE! i repeat, it's not that minh is a bastard (all the time...hehe). but it's living WITH him that's a bastard. *sigh*

so yesterday, after much thought i decided to take summer school. i haven't taken summer school since 6th grade b/c i'm a strong believer of being against summer school. it's just too hard you know? haha. summer was meant to relax and take a break. maybe make a few bucks or take a trip to korea. summer school? NO! but i've finally decided to take writing 39C for the following reasons...

1. it's supposedly easier during the summer.
2. you only have to concentrate on this subject which is already a handful.
3. summer school is only a month.
4. i won't have to worry about paying for arc during the summer.
5. i'm being productive.
6. mommy is encouraging son to take it.
7. i just gotta get this fudging class out of the way.

man, ever since i got my car, my driving skills have gotten alot worse. seriously, i make the worst decisions when i'm driving with aaron and/or dykas. it's so weird. i KNOW they think i'm the crappiest driver in the world, taking longer routes, making wrong turns, and getting lost. i seriously don't understand it. i know that everyone thinks that they are good drivers but i really feel like i'm a whole lot better than this. it's really frustrating. if i were to see myself drive, i know i'd be yelling the crap out of my head. geez, such a stupid idiot.

Thought of the Day: "I want to fly away..."
Song of the Day: Finch-Letters To You