i finally watched Office Space on my computer like at 2 in the morning last night. man, that movie is one funny movie! i love the exaggerations, the symbolism, the themes, the humor, and of course every male's beloved Jennifer Anniston. dang, she's seriously a really pretty actress no? sometimes i wonder...what does Brad Pitt have that i don't? well, one thing's for sure and that's Jennifer Anniston! mmmmmm, that's about it.

today, i came home from church and took a very unrelaxing nap. i felt like i was asleep even though i wasn't. a few tosses here and a few tosses there. grrrr...frustration. hmmmm, speaking of frustration, i haven't played that card game since annie left? dang, i remember when i used to play that game with tiffanie back when i was senior. i mean, we were like REALLY good at that game. geez, when we played that game it was definitely no game. the winner was arrogant and the loser was pissed. i'm still scared to ask her to play. not a good christian game at all! that also reminds me of the times i used to play alotta chess with simon. crazy. absolutely crazy. all i can say is, sometimes i can be one bitter mother. ahahahahahahaha. that ALSO reminds me of that time when i was beating the crap outta bunz in pool. he would like throw the ball on the table and then cajun would imitate him with the F word. ahahahhahahahaha. i think only dykas remembers. man, good memories. lol. alrite, enough of this disorganized nonsense...

i took simon to go shoot some pool b/c i was bored and he was bored. man, it was terribly boring, winning OR losing to him! when you're just playing with someone that sucks, it takes the fun out of the game. so instead of playing for 2 hours, we called it quits after 1 and drove home. haha. i have this really bad habit with my brother whenever we're talking about games or competition. like whenever he starts talking about people who are really good at something like let's say pool, i ALWAYS have to ask him if they're better than me...

simon: yeah, he's pretty good at pool.
me: oh really? you think i can beat him?
simon: um...i don't know. you guys are both pretty good.
me: but you've seen me shoot alot. i can probably beat him right?
simon: uh yeah. probably. you guys are good in different ways.
me: yeah, i can probably beat him.

this also goes for Puzzle Fighter, chess, basketball, monopoly, speed, driving, frustration, wait...did i just say driving?!

after yet another delicious meal of korean food, i went out with chang, cj, moe, and olivia.

noraebang...

(after justin sings).
chang: man, i want to get that song now.
justin: was it b/c my singing was good or b/c the song was good?
chang: no, the song was good.
me: ahahahhahahahah.

two weeks notice...

olivia: gosh, that was such a cute movie!
moe: yeah, it was good.
me: um, it was alrite. an ok chick flick.
justin: dude, i loved it!

ok, can someone say GAY?! okok. that's kinda messed up. i have my share of favorite chick flicks as well. let's see, there's Legally Blonde, Notting Hill, and My Sassy Girl. but that's about it! 3 or less is fine. 4 or more is gay.

so today would be Christmas Eve's Eve. 2 days until X-mas. man, of all the winters, this year seems to be lacking the "x-mas feel" the most. perhaps, every year gets worse and worse. this also goes for my birthdays, thanksgivings, and winter and summer breaks. but before i go off topic again, today's message was about how the birth of Christ is the epitome of promise and grace. it's pretty hard trying to celebrate x-mas with the right heart when society has completely transformed this holiday into just giving and receiving gifts. i mean, i'm all for gifts too....who isn't right? but still, we need to constantly remind ourselves what dec. 25th is all about. and as PJ preached today, it's about promise and grace. the best gift of all.

random...

so as i was zoning out during church today, i was thinking about a conversation about God that i had with my friend several weeks ago. i remember we were talking about how Christians are the only ones who can be genuinely happy and Non-Christians cannot. so as i was thinking about our conversation and i JUST remembered that i forgot to tell my friend WHAT make christians so different from others. and the reason for this is b/c believers have a personal relationship with God. it isn't just like He's up there and we're down here. there is a very personal and intimate relationship we have with the Big Guy Upstairs. that's what makes christians so different from other religions. while the other beliefs and philosophies are JUST about being a "good" person and serving their god, christians have something special with their Creator. we do this through reading the Bible and prayer, which leads to an obedient lifestyle. church seems like a very boring, strict, and time-consuming lifestyle that only causes controversies in people's conversations. this whole personal relationship thing with God-it is a very difficult concept for unbelievers to fathom. but what can i say? if you knew the truth, wouldn't you want others to believe too?

Thought of the Day: Obedience = Contentment
Song of the Day: Eve-Lover