i was supposed to get my study on on saturday. but right before i was going to study, i went to Mesa Court to eat lunch with dykas. as we were walking to the dining hall, we saw jeff wang and vincent fung from high school! they were staying at greg's place b/c they were going to ucla for the weekend. it's weird seeing your old schoolmates again. it's like we've grown up but we haven't. it's really weird. college does something to you....but i'll talk more about that later. we went to In N' Out and decided to shoot some pool. i guess they were pretty surprised at how good i was in pool, especially jeff. lol. afterall, his only memory of playing pool with me was when we were in 5th grade. after pool, it was about 4:30...and i was supposed to go out around 6 with my friends. well, i was able to squeeze in a few hours so i at least got something done. i guess i'll just have to cram wed. and thurs. night. oh goodie!

so i ended up going to the Block with about 17 other people. *sigh* ok, let's rewind a bit. not too many people know this about me, but i absolutely HATE hanging out in groups bigger than 10 people. 10 is the absolute max....no more, no less. it's hard enough with a group of 6, but i'm willing to tolerate 10. anyways, i hate big groups b/c nothing ever gets done. there's always that lounging around time. so much indecision. so many different conversations going on. it's almost like, what's the point of us hanging out? of course there's a few exceptions to these enormous groupings such as church people. yep, that's about it.

so lawrence ended up bringing alot of his high school friends, which were still in high school. minh brought a few of his friends. and the rest of us were just people from my hall. man, i seriously have a different perspective of high school students now. it's so weird. i mean, i know i'm not exactly the most grown up or experienced figure but these students seemed so immature! i've only been in college for 3 weeks and already, i have this brain-washed perception. perhaps, it was b/c they were just acting really stupid. perhaps, it's just a so. cal thing. perhaps, it's just lawrence's friends that act like morons. OR, perhaps my whole being is gradually hanging without even asking for my permission.

Transporter was a very stupid movie. haha. i bet terrance didn't see that one coming. the movie had some pretty tight fighting scenes...like the doorbell thing and the part where he spills all that oil on himself. then there's that stupid chinese girl who totally jacks up the plot. yes, she was cute. i'll give you that. but that's still no excuse for ruining a movie that had so much potential. i still wanna see Red Dragon. i hear it's really scary.
after the movie, i ended up eating this nasty $3.50 pho. what an awesome way to make me even unhappier. The End.

i learned something new about myself today. i noticed that whenever i meet a new girl, i have a tendency to judge that girl, seeing if she "meets my requirements." it's like this mental checklist i have and i observe and ask questions to see if she qualifies to be anything close to being a possible girlfriend. now, let's not take this out of context and twist phil's words. i am not planning on getting a gf anytime soon. i'm just saying that i have this mental girlfriend checklist thing. it sucks though cause i have yet to meet a girl in irvine that meets my standards. it makes me sad.

but today, i met this one girl that was really cool. i was attracted to her in alotta different ways but in many ways, she was totally not my type. she got alotta checks on my checklist in terms of personality and background. unfortunately, she didn't seem like a devoted christian and she joined a sorority. dude, i don't know why but i seriously cannot stand people who join frats or sororities. it's just really unattractive to me. and finally, i found out that she has a boyfriend.

gosh, she was sooooooooo nice too! not the prettiest but cute. korean. works out. VERY polite. eats very well. haha. i love girls who can eat for some reason! dang, all going down the drain. it kinda made me sad. i live in a campus where there's very few godly students. if they're out there, i just haven't met them. oh yeah, i mean freshmen specifically.

Thought of the Day: See y'all on Friday!
Song of the Day: Yoo Chae Young-Emotion