have you guys ever played basketball with matt ji? man, that guy will seriously make a fool out of you! when he does some fancy crap on you, you want to get all pissed off but you can't help but laugh at what just happened. you just realize that you were trying your best to defend him and he was messing around with you the whole time! when he makes a shot, he laughs. when he misses a shot, he laughs. when you make a shot, he laughs. what a good sport!

man, i can't believe summer vacation is here! well, here's what i would like my summer schedule to be like:

1. wake up around 9 or 10.
2. go to work.
3. work out for 45 min.
4. eat dinner.
5. play?
6. go to sleep around 12 or 1.

this would be a typical day. i suppose this could get very monotonous and such. but i'm relying on my "play time" to make my summer a bit exciting. however, there's only so much you can do without spending money. *sigh* this is going to be tough and i think depressing. i'm sure alotta my leisure time will be spent reading as well. afterall, i AM trying to make this a productive summer.

the majority of my summer days will be spent working. it's funny how you think money will take care of all your problems. you think it's going to make you happier and more relaxed. i guess there is a half-truth to that. however, we all know that it's temporary joy blah blah blah. today, i learned about the "secret of contentment" in bible study. true happiness comes from being satisfied in God. i can tell that i really need alotta work in this area. i find myself being the happiest when i am having fun with my friends doing various activities. but of course, activity after activity gets boring and we look for something else that will satisfy us. we keep searching and searching until there is like absolutely nothing to do. well, i ran into this problem today and ended up wasting hours on television. and as we all know, hours of television gives you that "wasted" feeling. so tomorrow is monday. my first official day of summer vacation. i pray that i will be productive this summer. i pray that i will have fun this summer. but most of all, i pray that i be satisfied in God the most this summer.

random thought #1: esther, dykas, tammy, bs, gary...i hope at least ONE of you guys start working with me. i promise you, we will have some great times if we all work together. more the merrier dude.

random thought #2: the Nets tried really hard today. they played like crap. they caught up. they were winning. and they lost. it's over. Lakers are gay. good effort Kidd...you showed alotta effort today.

random thought #3: michael jackson can really perform. he can dance. he can sing. but nothing will change the fact that he is a freak.

random thought #4: i realized that I-fang was gone, but gone to Europe the whole time?

random thought #5: i got a fan as a graduation gift today. dang, it's the simple things that make you happy. thanks justin.

random thought #6: thanks to everyone who read every word of my evolution paper. it's my favorite piece so far.

Thought of the Day: Tired again.
Song of the Day: Michael Jackson-Billie jean