man, these weeks have been going go by so quickly! can you guys believe it's already the middle of march?! more and more, i want school to end b/c i'm so sick of doing all these meaningless assignments for health and economics. i hate school i tell ya! but yes, i must confess that senior year is seriously a sweeeeet piece of cake! grades don't matter, colleges are pretty much settled, you know when/where to cut your classes, and you get to see the freshmen running around like blind mice (yes, even tiffanie! eheheheheh). *sigh* i do not want to end my high school career just yet. i do not want to leave youth group. i do not want to study in college. i do not want to make new friends. i do not want to eat fast food everyday. i do want to get away from simon. i do not want to say bye to my old friends. i do not want to *sigh* grow up. to all juniors and under: i know high school seems gay. i know you can't wait until you can get outta mills. but TRUST ME, there's no sweeter place than high school.

envy is a funny thing is it not? it hides in the corner, smiles at you, and kicks you in the balls when you least expect it. lately, envy has been a big part of my life. i envy people for the special relationships that they have with certain people. i envy people for the niiiiiice cars that they drive. i envy people who never study and still get into ucsd (right justin?). i envy people who get a lot of attention. i envy good looking people. envy won't get off of me. i punch it in the face and it just spits at me. i try running away from it and it just trips me as soon as i attempt to escape. chang says it's all about focus. it's all about seeing where the envy is coming from. man, if i ever find out where it's hiding, i'm going to burn it's house down and run away giggling. ok, shuttup phil.

to be or not to be? to go to davis or not to go to davis? to go to irvine or not to go to irvine? i want to go to a good school. i want to go to a fun school. i don't want to smell cows. i don't want to smell alcohol everywhere i go. i want to be surrounded by a learning environment. i want to be surrounded by a lot of pretty girls. i don't want to see a whole buncha mills alumni. i don't want to see a whole buncha fake koreans. i want to see alotta pretty girls. i want alotta pretty girls to see me. ok, i think it's settled...i'm going to korea!

dang, my brother seriously had a bad case of gas tonight. he just wouldn't stop!

as he was reading:

simon: *fart*
me: dude!
simon: (looks at me and smiles) *fart*
me: DUDE!
simon: (bigger smile).

and this continued throughout the night...i think the chair he was sitting on is green now.

tiff-"you're fat!"
lois-i hope you get better...not b/c i care about your health. you just looked like crap today! =D j/k.
KGB-what's Stryder?
john chi-welcome to our world! i think i'm going to enjoy your blogs.
justin-just hold onto God's hand...ahahahahahhaha (you say the stupidest things sometimes)!
girl in red-blood oranges are ugly, but i am grateful for the gift.
doobo-so you read my garbage huh? i miss you b/c you're too doobolicious for me babe!
pastor dave-i never knew pastors could be so cool! we'll talk some more dawg...thank you.
sol-you are just a happy guy. can you give me angry look just once?
simon-in the words of chang-YOU ARE ONE NASTY LITTLE BOY!
matt-tell me when you're free...we're going to noraebang!
B-bass is good when you play.
chang-quit whining you baby. chess is not a game.

Thought of the Day: Fa Sho!
Song of the Day: Hear Our Praises